As you probably know by now I’m investigating concepts such as dis-identification, equanimity, connectedness and letting go. Basically trying to align with what is without having the ego interfere. Something I haven’t figured out yet is to be completely sure that when moving in a certain direction I’m not still guided by some (well hidden) aversion or craving. Can I trust what seems obvious and to serve life at that moment?
My travel companion
None of the material I have examined so far seems to have a clear answer on this. And even the more advanced practitioners often seem misguided somehow. Do you have any pointers for me? Maybe I’ll just know if and when I reach true equanimity. Still quite a distance to cover before getting there so I maybe just need to be patient. See also: Letting Go