Based on a deeply rooted fear of loss (and for conflict) I have made choices that have harmed the ones most dear to me. I have betrayed their trust and damaged their feeling of safety. I deeply wish I would have been conscious enough at the time to do things differently.

what ever happens

Since I have come to realize that full acceptance of whatever my live brings is the only remedy against this fear and it’s damaging consequences. I have also learned how difficult it is to fully integrate this wisdom and practice in every aspect of my life. It requires a great deal of courage and trust.

The only thing that remains for me is to strive towards 100% truth and 100% acceptance in every moment of every day. No more fear. In the hope to serve live instead of harming it going forward. True quality of live… for all.

To the ones most dear to me: I love you. What ever happens.

To all: Please help me in this quest by being brutally honest in my direction.

See also: Intentions